“Meet the man they call an Angel.” Jeannie Croft – WISH-TV
A powerful speaker and creator of The Ladder UPP, Silouan Green uses music, story-telling, humor, and practical instruction to help people overcome the trauma of life and unlock their personal potential through his program, The Ladder UPP. Based on his own recovery from severe PTSD, depression, drugs and suicidal ideations after a tragic jet crash as a US Marine, The Ladder UPP is as applicable to teens suffering from depression as it is veterans with PTSD, midlife crisis to life building after recovery from drugs and alcohol. If you’ve been broken, Silouan wants to help you rebuild your life with the Ladder UPP.
Life can be hard. But we only have one, and it was meant to be lived to the fullest, with meaning and purpose. For Silouan Green though, it took a tragic jet crash and a shattered life to look in the mirror and realize he wasn’t really living. He was spending most of his time fulfilling other people’s expectations while muddling along a crooked path that had begun when he was still a child. This path brought him a lot of things – acclaim, popularity, and some genuine good times – but something was missing, joy and a sense of peace.
A tragic jet crash while serving as a US Marine followed by a whole host of complications and medical conditions descended Silouan into the hell of post traumatic stress disorder (or PTSD), depression, suicidal impulses, long-term pain, and a completely shattered life. It was here, staring into the abyss, that he was given a choice, continue down the same devastating path, or live free. He chose to live free.
It began by buying a motorcycle and guitar after selling everything else he owned. As he learned to play the guitar and write songs he became more adept at riding the motorcycle and on the day he was disability discharged from the Marine Corps he took off on an epic two-year trek. He road for over 30,000 miles and packed a lifetime of adventure into just 24 months.
He met his wife on that trip and she joined him for almost 8,000 miles of the journey! Camping on the rim on the Grand Canyon, pitching a tent in Yellowstone surrounded by Buffalo and Elk, they trailblazed over mountain passes and many more incredibly vistas. Since then, they’ve been married 15 years and have seven children whom they home school! The adventure continues as they raise their children with a spirit that life was meant to be lived with meaning and purpose, each day an opportunity for something amazing.
But it’s not just his own life and that of his family that Silouan’s journey has impacted. He has traveled over half a million miles the last decade helping thousands begin their own amazing journeys even when they were living in the darkest of places. Whether through his speaking, music, books, or workshops, his message is a flaming arrow of hope, direction, and practical advice.
Inspired by his travels, Silouan created the Ladder UPP life skills program based on his own recovery and it has helped give people around the world hope and a plan to truly make the most of their life. With The Ladder UPP, Silouan has worked at Walter Reed, with the US Marines, the Army, the National Guard, Willow Creek Community Church and various other groups, organizations and mental health professionals. He also speaks to police and other first responders around the country as a national lecturer for the Public Agency Training Council. The United States #1 public training agency.
He has the tools to help you make the most of your life. If you are living in a dark place, he can help get you out. Or if you are just tired of muddling, a new journey can begin today.
“I survived severe Post Traumatic Stress Disorder after a tragic jet crash to discover the ingredients we all need to reach our full potential – a life of passion directed by a clear identity and purpose.
When we are locked in the deep dark holes of life, it seems like nothing good can come from our despair. Falling down the rabbit hole, it is here that the cold steel of a .357 magnum can feel like sweet relief. So when the above mentioned TV report aired a few years ago, “Meet the man they call an Angel”, my first thought was of hell. The one I had escaped.
It was a hell of insomnia, despair, pills, hallucinations, failure, fear, and an end to my pain. They gave it a label, severe post traumatic stress disorder, but it was more than that. It was a problem that struck the core of my being: WHO AM I? I had never really answered that question. In many ways, I had run from it. The post traumatic stress was really just the end of a long crooked road. It was a devil that made me face myself or face death.
The shell cracked when I was in a training accident as a US Marine. I had to eject from a jet not twenty feet from the ground. My instructor was killed and and I fractured my spine. The complications that followed left me a shell of a man and I began my descent into hell.
I would have died if I didn’t do what seemed incredibly rash to everyone at the time but me. A few weeks before being disability discharged, I sold my possessions except one, my car. Then on my discharge date, I met a flight surgeon at a motorcycle shop. He paid me cash for my red Porsche. I took the money inside and purchased a motorcycle. I spent the next two years on the road.
On the road, I was reborn. I discovered my purpose, the love of my life, the will to not let the hell I had escaped define me. Riding across our great country, each mile allowed me the freedom to begin to dream again. I felt like a child again. I began to write, to sing, to learn the guitar – all the things I do today to make a living.
I met a girl and she joined me on the journey. We traveled over 8000 miles together on that motorcycle and slept on the rim of the grand canyon, woke to moose in Yellowstone, and made nature our home. And the journey hasn’t ended, we’ve now been married for 13 years and have seven children!
And this journey has led to many things the last ten years or so: I’ve published an internationally distributed outdoors magazine, Bearfoot Magazine-Journal of Northern California Outdoors, started a successful advertising and marketing business, SG Creative Group, began a 501-c3 non-profit organization dedicated to helping victims of psychological trauma, developed The Ladder UPP life skills program based on my own recovery, hosted a couple radio programs, and most importantly, visited those suffering wherever I could and whenever I was called.
Maybe you know what it’s like to be falling down the rabbit hole with nothing in sight but a black hole. Maybe you are a college student who went to school because that is what you are supposed to do, but you don’t really like what you are studying and you are worried you won’t get all that you want out of life. Maybe you are in a career that provides money and security, but you are unfulfilled and fearful you’ll look back on life someday with regret. Maybe you’ve undergone severe trauma in your life and the pain and fear paralyze you and each day is just a long slow nightmare. Maybe you are muddling through life and you are sick and tired of feeling empty.
I want you to live free. I want you to find what I found on the back of a motorcycle – identity, purpose and most of all, passion.
Hopefully this blog will help. It is not only a testimony to my survival, it’s part of my mission to help others get their second chance, or start their first chance the right way.
Sometimes life can feel like you are wrestling with God himself, but in the end, peace is found when we discover the unique purpose and identity that we were created for. Please send me any questions you may have about escaping your demons, reversing the direction of your life, and finding hope in the midst of despair. You might just need a kick in the butt to leave the world’s rat race and chase after your dreams. I pray you find some motivation and may God bless your journey.”
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For more information on PTSD, please visit www.PTSDinformation.com.
Check out Silouan’s article on PTSD in the Washington Post. Click here to go directly to the article.